[you're going to explain about what an auspistice is and why you absolutely do not want him to be yours ever, but then he's kissing you. which is actually much nicer when you're sober enough to appreciate it for what it is, instead of just biting at him and trying to immediately get under his clothes. gog, that was humiliating. ...STOP BERATING YOURSELF AND JUST KISS HIM BACK, STUPID.]