[you nod, just a little bit, trying to be careful of your horns and not smack him in the head with them.]

Thank you, Karkat, for being, so patient with me, when, you really should, be mad, a-and also, I really hope, that, you and John, can still, be together, and that, I haven't, ruined everything, for you, because I, um, I, I want, you to have, nice things.

[don't tell him you pity him don't tell him you pity him that would be horrible]