I believed it was right for me to take what I wanted, because I had been given nothing. And that because I had the power, I deserved to take as much as I wanted, at any cost. I believed this so intensely that I was even willing to take from those who accepted me as I was then.

[... laughing quietly] My commanding officer had me imprisoned for my insubordination. I fought my way out. Then even those I thought accepted me as who I thought I was didn't want me.

[pausing, as if he's wondering if the next bit's all right to say out loud] ... But Wing found me.