[and now it's your turn to hide your face in his shoulder because after a brief debate with yourself about what would be more embarassing-- letting him see you start to tear up or possibly crying a little bit on his shirt-- not letting him see your stupid ocular openings water like you're some kind of little kid wins out. this is stupid! for once in just about ever you have no reason to cry about what's going on!

annnnd there is definitely no talking because then he will for sure know and oh gog this is so humiliating.]