[you chew on your bottom lip because you don't know and you don't want to be a huge jerk and get his hopes up again but you also aren't sure what you're feeling either and. Gosh. GOSH.]

I don't know what I'm saying okay to!

[well, that's just going to make him mad! Again!]

I mean, uh, I guess I'm not saying I will shut up because, haha, I don't know how to shut up, everyone's always told me I sure do like to babble a lot and...

[oh god. this is really awkward and you slap your hands over your face, in your hood]

Uh, anyways, I will totally think about what I say before I say it and I'm sorry for being so dumb about all this!