[AHHHHH STOP SAYING THINGS LIKE 'THAT'S HORRIBLE, I'M SORRY' BECAUSE THERE IS NO WAY JOHN IS SAYING THEM THE WAY YOU HEAR THEM AND YOU KNOW THAT. And you had never for a second until now even considered being flushed for him, not over Trollian, because he was a jackass with stupid highblood-blue text who made you so gogdamn angry and hateful that you were so, so sure he was the one. and that was why you got so humiliated over him rejecting you! and why you tried again, even kind of knowing what he'd say again! and now he's here and jegus he's pitiful with his stupid outfit and his weird teeth and the fact he's blatantly pitying you right out loud and. and. your brain cannot handle this right now.]

Would you STOP FUCKING SAYING THINGS LIKE THAT? It doesn't mean what you think it does to trolls, and this is just going to lead to me getting my hopes up and you'll tell me you don't pity me, either, and I'll have another screaming fit at you and we'll be right back here again! Just shut up unless you know what you're saying! IS THAT TOO FUCKING MUCH FOR YOU.