[ARRRRRRGH WHY DOES EVERYTHING HE DOES OR SAYS MAKE YOU WANT TO RAGE OUT ALL OVER AGAIN? AT THIS RATE YOU ARE GOING TO FLIP YOUR SHIT. AGAIN.
...also fuck, is this some kind of human version of 'it's not you, it's me' that he's trying to pull? Because that excuse is always stupid. It never works in movies! Ever! It's like he's opening up his face and the words 'this is totally you, Karkat, I am going to hate someone else' are coming out. Because that is basically what movies and your own feelings of inadequacy and your stubborn insistence on doing things you are awful at and pretending you are good at them have taught you to hear! ARRRRRRRRGH. PNEUMATIC DRILL, RIGHT THROUGH THE THINKPAN. AND THE BLOODPUMPER. ARRRRRRRRRRGH.]
Would you just shut up for a gogdamn second.
[annnnnd now the humiliated 'let us never speak of this again' reaction is kicking in, which is even worse in person because you are definitely blushing. like a gogdamn... thing that is very red.]
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...also fuck, is this some kind of human version of 'it's not you, it's me' that he's trying to pull? Because that excuse is always stupid. It never works in movies! Ever! It's like he's opening up his face and the words 'this is totally you, Karkat, I am going to hate someone else' are coming out. Because that is basically what movies and your own feelings of inadequacy and your stubborn insistence on doing things you are awful at and pretending you are good at them have taught you to hear! ARRRRRRRRGH. PNEUMATIC DRILL, RIGHT THROUGH THE THINKPAN. AND THE BLOODPUMPER. ARRRRRRRRRRGH.]
Would you just shut up for a gogdamn second.
[annnnnd now the humiliated 'let us never speak of this again' reaction is kicking in, which is even worse in person because you are definitely blushing. like a gogdamn... thing that is very red.]